Kek..kek..kek...

Firstly me rasa berbangga sangat atas ilmu yang me ada abt baking cakes. At least me got skill but need practise n sedikit gilapan utk menajam kan lagi skill yang ada. Hihihi...

Using my skill, me dh pun mengajar seorang kawan, BFF, cara2 membuat kek coklat yg anak2 nye yg kiut miut huggable teddy bear tu suka sangat. Thats a nature of a mother kan. Apa2 anak2 suka, sure a mother will do n will learn just to satisfy a child. Air tangan seorang ibu. And also air tangan seorang isteri mesti ada utk menjaga perut suami. Ada terdapat hadis Rasullah saw mengatakan bahawa ada 2 perkara seorang ister harus menjaga suami nya iaitu perut dan sex suami. Buat masa ni me takde suami, so me tak kisah la kan...Hahaha...

Dulu masa arwah ayahanda ada, ibunda slalu masak. Ayahanda tak kisah. Semua me masak dia bedal but most of the time me tanya la apa dia nk makan and eventough me tak tau me buat gak. Belajar la kan. Lelama akan jadi gak. Orang yg suka is ayahanda n dia pun sure komen nye. Ayahanda gak yg belikan oven galakkan me belajar buat kek. Me suka try resipi macam2. Dia makan n he will comments. Pasni anak2 me la plak akan jadi mangsa. Muahahaha.....

On 23rd Aug 09, me ajak BFF buka puasa kat umah. Me masak tghari tu coz budget dia dtg kul 3 camtu. Dia kata nk belajar buat kek but she dont know i got suprise for her. Hihi...Nel pun terlibat sama. Saje buat tak tau. Pandai ko berlakon ek Nel. So she reached at my house then we let the kids play in the room which got a lots of toys. So that me n Sal can concentrate on baking class. Alah benda senang je. Campak2 pastu kukus. Me prefer kek coklat kukus coz its more moist than bake in oven. So at the end ini la hasil nye...jeng..jeng..jeng....Haaaa...terkejut Sal. Actually its her besday that day. Thats is a suprise for her...Coz of nk rush back..mum in law nk buat makan2 for her so dia tak jadi la buka puasa umah me...kek tu panas2 dh me hiaskan...so the buttercream jadi melt. Lgpun me putar tak hancur sgt gula tu...

But then me puashati la. Amatur buat keje kan.

Early puasa that day my LJ balik umah coz cuti skolah. Rindu nye me kat dia. Ada je spare time, me spent with her. Weekdays me keje, balik beli makanan, me buka puasa sama dgn dia. Every single day. Patut me balik lewat coz me kena siap kan report sebelum balik raya but then its my time dgn LJ.

On weekend we went to KL Convention Centre coz i got info from Ah Tee that ada book fest there n some more Mel ajak me keluar dgn anak2 utk buka puasa. Ok gak tu kan. Dh dia pun ada masa so we all go together. Mel dtg amik kitorang kul 3 lebih. Shoot to KLCC n park at my office. We walk all the ways to KLCC. Spent there abt 1 hr my girl T dh ngamuk2 mcm2 lgpun me takut gak H1N1 ni. So after bought everything kitorang pegi masuk KLCC utk buka puasa. We break fast kat food court.

On Sunday morning me bwk anak2 pegi K4 coz susu anak2 dh habis licin pastu i heard that kat K4 murah skit susunye. So went there in the morning coz rest assured that in the afternoon sure ramai org. Skrg ni kan org dh start shopping for raya. So buy things we need n not need...isk fomfuan camni la...so we shoot back to home. LJ mengadu lapar n letih...menrengek mcm budak kecik...isk....sabar la kakak...lelama me pun kesian gak kat dia...ok la ibunda belikan kfc k...

So balik bg diorang makan...tido...

Monday morning LJ dh nk balik umah ayahnye so me suh ayah dia dtg amik la. Me susah nk htr coz dgn si T tu takut tak duduk diam. Pastu lak drive memalam kan. Si K lak sure melalak nk ikut LJ balik. So that morning me pun buat la choc cupcakes yg dia suka tu...ini la hasilnye....for her to take back to her nenek's house. Me will miss her again. Nowadays they grow up very fast n me getting old very fast gak...hihi....

Selamat Berpuasa....

السلام عليكم وارهمتو الله هيوابركتاوه

My dear diary,

This week starts 1st Sept 09, me have to work overtime. Due to my leave has been approve by Ms Ho but with one condition - all my monthly and quarterly has to be finished. Itu yang parah me coz i have only 2 weeks to finish everything which usually will take me 3 - 4 weeks to settle especially my quarterly report.

It gives me headache la but think abt it maybe ok kot coz LJ dh balik umah ayahnye so me buka puasa kat umah sorang2 ditemani oleh 2 other princesses. But well still me miss ayahanda so so very much. Selalu dia masak nasi so bila me bangun me akan panas kan lauk yang me masak before tido or maybe yang ayahanda beli kat pasar ramadhan. He is still the one me miss all the time. So when buka puasa sorang2 tu me rasa ada je tak kena. Better me pegi buka puasa dgn sesapa la kat opis tu. Rembat la sesapa yg ada. Kalu takde buka la sorang2.

Nk habiskan keje pun ye gak. Me keep pushing everybody yg provide the infor for my account including Mel. Sian dia. Hihi...apa guna kawan kan...

Me hv to be strong for myself so that i can finish my work n go back to Jerteh early. Lots of things me have to do before raya. Lagi pun along tak balik this year. So aku la yg take over kot. Nk harapkan yg lain, susah. So tak pe la aku sacrifice asal mama bahagia. Lgpun mama kan sakit, so this year along, poya n acik tak balik. So mama sure sedih. That is when my role have to take charge.

As usual i will always try to do the best for all my family. Put everybody ahead before me. Well thats my nature. As long as they happy, i m happy. Hopefully i can finish my report by next week. Praying very hard for it to be done! Thank you Allah!

2nd baking class...kek lagi...

Assalamualaikum

Dh lama tak update sini kan. Terlepas a few things me nk tell story. Me went to 2nd class baking. Its fondant cake class. On 15th aug 09 at 9 am, me got class. Mulanya kelas cam biasa 10.30pm but me request cepat skit coz mlm nye ada kenduri tahlil. Nvm me sacrifice skit. InsyaAllah sure dpt uruskan dengan se'smooth' yang mungkin.

Kul 8 lebih me htr anak ke umah ana, me terus pecut ke cheras indah. Me tot saturday pun sure jem kan. Slowly driving towards pandan, me c the road so so clear like water. Hihihi...cepat la me sampai ni nti. Me reached kak min's house at 8.30am. Dia tgh siram pokok2 bunga...hehe...

So while waiting for others, kak min ajak bekfas dgn dia. Sedap sungguh kuih dia buat...Orange meringue tart. Menjilat jari...minum lak kopi..isk ilang ngantuk jap.

After other 2 kakak dtg, we start a bit late already. 9.20am. Lambat jugak. Another student tak sampai2 lagi...she seems lost somewhere..

In my opinion, to make fondant is u hv to hv a heavy duty mixer. Setakat hand or stand mixer tak yah la. Nti patah tang mana2 kang..patah mixer tak pe. Bleh beli lain, patah tgn tak de ganti woooo...

So bleh dilihat dr gambar2 yg aku ni kira nya bisa gak la buat kek tu...byk sungguh tools & equipment nk pakai...aduih....takpe. Nti aku slowly la beli. Mcm2 nk pakai. Kreativiti pun nk kena ada gak.

Kak min dh email me that day abt next class. Cupcake fondant...hihi..fondant lagi..but not cant wait for that class..

Semoga me bleh buka kedai one day. Ilmu bukan skit tau...me akan masuk kelas lain gak. Me dh surf internet abt it. Soon n slowly me will learn the skill. At least me fill up my spare time kan...gemuk la my girls kena paksa makan kek tiap2 hari...hihi

27th Aug 09 - Z anak nonsah

Assalamualaikum

Today me pegi buka puasa kat Bora Ombak dgn my beloving colleague sisters. Sadly adik Z is leaving us tommorrow. So this is the final time me n my colleague sisters spent time together. At first me book kat 39th Restaurant, PNB Darby Park but then i need to do shopping for my girls baju. As usual kat mana lagi kalu bukan kat Reject Shop, Ampang Point. Knowing la my LJ, K & T all kurus tinggi, so RS do have pants yg tirus kecik, pinggang kecik bergetah & glitters. Tau je la fesyen sekarang ni. Nk ada glitters2 kat pants or jeans.

So me n sal head up to Ampang Point after work. Promise everybody to meet up at 6.30pm at Bora Ombak, me singgah kat Ampang Point to buy some clothes for my girls. I tot nk buy just my LJ coz dia punye me blom beli lagi. But then thinking of othe r 2, sure bila bwk balik they all will ask n will be excited tgk beg shopping kan so kena la beli at least a piece for the other 2.

Nvm this saturday me tot nk bwk diorang keluar. Only On thursday me knew that KLCC got book fair. 5 halls...waa.....so big event. But takut gak nowadays kan H1N1 but bila lagi nk keluarkan coz LJ will be going back to her grandma's house this monday. Nk see her again only raya nanti la coz this year she will be spending time with me at my mom's house. At least she will company me balik raya nti. This year me balik kg dgn anak2 je. Drive sorang2 dgn anak2. Maybe me berhenti mana2 dgn anak2 nti. See how la but me confidently can drive by myself.

Back to my story kat Bora Ombak. Meet up kat Bora Ombak before buka puasa. Paling awal surely me n sal la. Pastu kitorang pegi solat asar dulu kat situ. Kira ok la. Very comfy utk solat. Pastu kak sripah called that she got lost due to miss a junction coming in to the restaurant. But later we saw her n her little princess Eika. Comel sungguh. Hasil gabungan mak bapak after few years...hihi...

Waiting for others, we waited until around 7 pm, adik ton dgn her little princess and the biggest star of the day, Z anak nonsah. Dr dulu me slalu panggil dia nama tu. She said dh lama tak dgr org panggil dia mcm tu coz dulu her teacher used to call her that. Well Z anak nonsah, we will miss u dearly. A few years with her, we had a lot of good times. She is so fun, funny and always smile. But for her future, it is good la. Move on if got better offer. Lompat2 sure naik gaji byk punye. Dh rezeki dia kan. For me, nk lompat dh tak larat. Thinking abt my girls, better duk di bumi Atlan je la. Apa lagi nk. Gaji cukup, medical ada and the most important that me dh selesa dgn my job. So duk la kat situ until me cukup masa untuk berhenti. Alhamdulillah.

Nel lak dtg lambat. Pas keje katanya mcm2 jadi. Bas kena isi minyak, tayar pancit n paling kesian dia dtg dlm ujan. Yes, lucky u here my darling bro, kalu tak me seligi lu, tau! Mana aku pegi sal & nel mesti ada. They are now my family. My BFF tau! Susah nk dpt adik mcm tu. Love u all.

Bora Ombak.....makanan tak se'gah' namanya. Lousy food. Semua dessert tak sedap. Maybe smlm punye kot. Kek coklat tak sedap. Jeli got few type but mostly tawar hebe je...isk...Then the food, lauk2 nye...nasib baik bleh telan je. Dr 1 to 10, me only gv 2. Memang tak best. Ikan bakar, bakso, fruits, mee rebus pun sama gak....k la. No more next time. Aku pun pasni sengkek skit. Hihihi...dh habis shopping utk anak2. Aku sendiri pun blom shopping tuk raya. But baju raya byk tahun ni. Ye la tahun lepas dgn 2 tahun lepas aku tak buat byk. This year me nengok baju lama2 mcm dh tak leh pakai, buat je la lebih skit tahun ni.

Tak sabar nk balik raya. Tak tau la DL approve tak cuti aku. Cuti dh habis, tak tau la dia approve tak. Ye la masa ayahanda meninggal tu, me amik cuti 3 weeks. Tu pun bila masuk keje aku mcm bengong lagi.........Move on ibunda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K la all....to Z, akak sayang Z with all my heart. Dont forget me k. Nti dtg umah akak masak nasi kerabu dgn laksam k. Hantu Laksam!

Dear Diary....

Assalamualaikum

Dah lama me tak menaip kat sini kan. Busy with my schedule lately. N yesterday is my besday...huhu...dh tua la me ni. A lot of wishes came from friends who always support n love me. Thank you all. Thanks for all yr support.

Buat Mel, tq for the flower. It totally suprised me. Tq also for the gift n let me choose myself. Tq for the tot n love n support u gave me. Tq also for the ears u lend me. Tkasih also for yr time yg u buang utk mendengar luahan me...hihi...

To sal & nel, u both r the best BFF i cud find. Hope u b my BFF for ever n ever.

Buat abg (AS), always there for me when i needed u, thank you with all my heart.

Buat unkel arif, tq for being my friend.

To mangkukhayunians, tq for fill up my life. Cheering me always. To papa dyll, kita sama2 sabar byk2 k. Kita sama2 puasa zahir & batin k...hihi

To my colleague at fin dept, esp amoi, DL, T, adik dot, S1N1, Tun, Ili, mama, angel, seksiteri & SMD, tq to all for ur support dr dulu sampai la skrg. I know i m not doing that well now, nyusahkan u all esp adik dot. But i promise i will always try my best to upgrade my work.

To Atlanians, tq for being a good friend to me esp anak Dell, kak diva, kak jol, mak yung, Z, adik ton sayang & etc (semua la). U all best la.

And especially to my ANA, tq from the bottom of my heart for being such a good sister to me n u will always be my sister to me n forever.

My mum, i love u with all my heart..........No word can describe my love to u.

To my dear ayahanda, ibu will always n forever love u....